WOW ! :O

my first post for the year 2011 ! damn I'm gonna miss all the great times I had during 2010. the school, the friends, the teachers. hmm, but that's what you get as the day come. and the next to celebrate with your love ones. Today I'm working night shift so I didn't get to celebrate with friends as I planned like the whole year =_= but it's alright, there's always next year right? :] so I got back from work, mama fetched us namely me and bana. It wasn't really that bad to leave at 11.50 pm from Jusco because when we got out it was already like 12.00 midnight right. so I was thinking to ask mama too take us to the closest event which was Bukit Jalil. but when mama payed the parking ticket in the machine, we got out from the parking lot and there was like "BOOM BOOM BOOM" ! we looked outside and there was FIREWORKS ! we were so damn lucky that we didn't go home early man ! then we would like missed it right? so mama and bana recorded the firework. and I am going to upload it maybe at my tumblr. if you wanna watch it, you can visit here. after about 15 minutes or so, the fireworks ended. so we got home. and so, I'm thinking my new year's resolution is to find myself a new MAN :D ! really want to get in a relationship but I'm too scared. LOL. it's not that I can't find anyone that love me, it's the fact that I can't think straight :D so this is the end of my post. and lastly HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :]

it's been a while

haha, in case you're wondering.. (which I doubt) =_=
I haven't updated my blog because, well.... I'm working.
just at a humble store we call Jusco. sucks I know :]

yesterday, zam fetch bana and me home.
but before we went home he took us for a late night supper.
we went to ABC restaurant. the food's okay :3
then, zam made me talk abt well, someone.
at first I distracted him but bana brought back the topic.
(thanks a lot sis =_=#) then I told him everything.
long story short, I burst into tears.
ran from them and I can't control my feelings.
can't stop crying the whole night.
thinking back what he said made me realize I was stupid.
stupid enough to think that love was real.
and even the last one put my hopes as high as the sky.
but then he turns out the same :]
turns out I can trust no guys. and I can only trust myself.
and I really wouldn't like to put my feelings first.
all I can be is friends. and I do hope to find the suitable guy.
but just not right now :3



I'm hurting this bad :]

WORK !

hah ! kerja. sebab nii lah aku dah jarang gile na update blog. maaf ye.

aku tahu aku bukan ade loyal reader pun, tapi aku tetap na mintak maaf.

HAHA ! loser gile. lagi pun aku dah penat + ngantuk nii.

esok na kene bangun pagi lah. aku na tidur. nytee :]

MERDEKA !

yes ! hari nii merupa kan hari terakhir aku sebagai seorang "pelajar" SMKPP :D
haha, tadi memang penat, and macam gile aku lari dari "hantu hantu" kelas aku tuu.
akhir nya, aku surrender lah. ta baik pulak dorang je kene aku ta. HAHA !
so, memang best lah kene tepung. supplier si Aliaa. yang tukang baling semua :D
haha, so, nii lah gamba gamba yang sempat d ambil :]

 

why can't you really understand my true feelings?

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you to stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you." Wait there in the pourin' rain, come back for more and don't you leave, cause I know all I need is on the other side of the door.

souffle !

okay one word.. DAMN !

when they say souffle are hard to bake they literally mean it !

so I saw the recipe in a cook book rite so I copied the recipe.

but lost it on the way home. (copied from library)

the, I opened the internet to find the recipe.

found a recipe by Gordon Ramsay.

then I tried baking it like today. I was so confident !

then after baking I bakaring so, you wanna know what happened?

IT TOTALLY DEFLATED ! =_=

urghhhhhhh, damn that stupid souffle ! thank GOD you were delicious.

or else I wouldn't have eaten you.

so as promised in FB, here's the photos :]

 the baking process. LOL !

 The souffle that didn't rise ! 

This is me shooting myself with the unrised souffle. *sobss.

sorry I didn't took any picture of me putting all the ingredients :D

life in a day of a chocoholic.

actually, this entry doesn't really have anything to do with the title. LOL. I just didn't know what to put as the title. here I am sitting alone in my room. It's 1212 hours and I am not sleepy. even though I took 2 panadols but still wide awake. the reason I'm writing this entry is because, I'm wondering what's my next big step after I leave school on 20th DEC? where am I suppose to go after this? hoping that I will find my way. well, all I can o now is pray and just wait for that fateful day *result day =_= oh I sure "can't wait" for that. I really don't wanna leave school but my time has come and it's time for me to move on. c'mon Fify ! you can do it ! caiyokk ! wish me luck !

7 things (guys don't have to do)

It's time for me to say this addressing all you guys. except for all the drag queens who deserve a nobel prize. but the straight guys they don't realize what we got through everyday and it's a lot. now it's time for all us females to remind you just in case you all forgot. The 7 things that guys don't have to do :
1. shave legs
2. give birth
3. aunt flow
4. wear skirts
5. wax armpits (HEY IT HURTS !)
6. wear pantie hose
7. and paint your toe too.
8. high heels 
9. pluck brows
10. skip meals 
11. count pounds 
12. some girls have to carry heavy mounds
we're way past seven now ! but I'll keep going anyhow !
13. uncomfy thongs
14. tight bras
15. tampons
16. blow our money on expensive beauty salons 
17. flat iron burns
18. and health concerns from hair dye fumes
and the reason why we do the crazy things that we do, is we do it for you. sometimes we're hard to deal with that we can't deny but just think of what we go through see that's the reason why.

loser!

ur a loser fify. stop keep onlining your blog in my laptop. i can do bad things to u. u noe!!!!!

LOSER!!

me and my bestiee

apehal muka aku pelik? HAHA !

aku buruk, kau buruk. 

but who cares? ILY sayang !

aww aww ! aku sayang kau la bodoh ! ♥

Funny but true facts :]

* School: A Place Where Papa Pays And Son Plays.

* Life Insurance: A Contract That Keeps You Poor All Your Life So That You Can Die Rich.

* Nurse: A Person Who Wakes You Up To Give You Sleeping Pills.

* Marriage: It's An Agreement In Which A Man Loses His Bachelor's Degree And A Woman Gains Her Masters.

* Divorce: Future Tense Of Marriage.

* Tears: The Hydraulic Force By Which Masculine Will Power Is Defeated By Feminine Water Power.

* Lecture: An Art Of Transferring Information From The Notes Of The Lecturer To The Notes Of The Students Without Passing Through "The Minds Of Either"

* Conference: The Confusion Of One Man Multiplied By The Number Present.

* Compromise: The Art Of Dividing A Cake In Such A Way That Everybody Believes He Got The Biggest Piece.

* Dictionary: A Place Where Success Comes Before Work.

* Conference Room: A Place Where Everybody Talks, Nobody Listens And Everybody Disagrees Later On.

* Father: A Banker Provided By Nature.

* Criminal: A Guy No Different From The Rest....Except That He Got Caught.

* Boss: Someone Who Is Early When You Are Late And Late When You Are Early.

* Politician: One Who Shakes Your Hand Before Elections And Your Confidence After.

* Doctor: A Person Who Kills Your Ills By Pills, And Kills You By Bills.

* Classic: Books, Which People Praise, But Do Not Read.

* Smile: A Curve That Can Set A Lot Of Things Straight.

* Office: A Place Where You Can Relax After Your Strenuous Home Life.

* Yawn: The Only Time Some Married Men Ever Get To Open Their Mouth.

* Etc.: A Sign To Make Others Believe That You Know More Than You Actually Do.

* Committee: Individuals Who Can Do Nothing Individually And Sit To Decide That Nothing Can Be Done Together.

* Experience: The Name Men Give To Their Mistakes.

* Atom Bomb: An Invention To End All Inventions.

* Philosopher: A Fool Who Torments Himself During Life, To Be Spoken Of When Dead.

back to december

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

cuti sem (batak gile)

after my SPM, i know that I wont have a life.

even during my SPM I don't have any.

so, I was like totally thinking, after my SPM,

I'm going to write a short story on my blog.

just to keep it interesting. If you think my blog is dull,

you can always check out my facebook or my tumblr.

we can like chat on facebook, and I share my photos on tumblr :]

so here are the links to my facebook and tumblr.

facebook : Click Here.

tumblr : Click Here.

Alex Gaskarth ♥

officially heart him !

why?

dunno why whenever I hear sad songs it brings back old memories about the stupid stuffs I did like to you know who. and it makes me wanna cry but I know why waste my tears for things of the past? we should move forward not backwords. fify ! held your head up and forget the past ! It's time to look ahead to the future ! :]

mommy ! buy me a bichon ! 

seriously those little freakin cute puppies !

i want em ! but sadly I can't touch them.

hurr, all I can do is just watch from far distance ;(