"kalau kat dunia ni perempuan yang kena ngorat lelaki, awak nak declare bila?"
jawapan saya "bila dua dua sudah ready"
point sebenar aku tulis ni adalah sebab my Mr A tanya soalan tu :) and aku just nak cakap lah . kalau aku perempuan yang nak kena ngorat lelaki kan, nak tahu tak macam mana aku nak ngorat ? at first kenal kenal dulu . kita bermesra macam kawan . tapi jangan terlalu rapat sampai boleh jadi bestie dengan lelaki tu because kalau perempuan dia dah anggap bestie agak payah la korang nak convert jadi gf . so rapat la secara slow . plus , jangan la guna "kau" "aku" . nanti bila dah declare, sumpah korang akan rasa awkward untuk guna "i" "you" or "saya" "awak" .
the moment aku dah ready and aku tahu kau ready kan, aku akan plan "THE PERFECT PLANNED SPONTANEOUS DATE" sebab kalau nak impress perempuan, dia memang suka surprises . especially GOOD surprises . my ideal "perfect planned spontaneous date" adalah :
1. konon konon ajak la keluar macam biasa.
2. bawak pergi tenguk movie.
3. jangan lupa belanje lunch/dinner.
4. jalan jalan kat tempat yang paling cantik pada waktu senja (in my case I love taman bunga *tacky I know)
5. the perfect time would be at sunset/under the moon light.
6. get down on one knee and propose with a bracelet. awww :')
oh damn, now I've revealed exactly what I wished that would happen to me :) tapi sayang nye . hahaha . well , jodoh kat tangan Tuhan . mana tahu satu hari nanti Mr A buat macam ni kat aku kan . aku doa je . aminnn :)
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
tak sabar
tahu la kesabaran tu separuh dari iman, tapi sumpah aku tak sabar.
hihihi, cuba korang teka aku tak sabar untuk apa :D
teka la teka la . give up ? hahahaha ! aku tak sabar na masuk kptm :)
tak sabar nak sambung belajar balik . aku duduk rumah ni rasa dungu gila.
macam aku ni bodoh nak mampus sebab satu buku pun aku tak usik .
haihh , so cepat kan la masa sebab aku teringin na rasa environment kolej :)
aku tak sabar nak bukak buku dan belajar akaun (walaupun aku tak berapa minat akaun) :P
hihihihi , auwww excited gila babeng ! sumpah ! hahahaha :D
hihihi, cuba korang teka aku tak sabar untuk apa :D
teka la teka la . give up ? hahahaha ! aku tak sabar na masuk kptm :)
tak sabar nak sambung belajar balik . aku duduk rumah ni rasa dungu gila.
macam aku ni bodoh nak mampus sebab satu buku pun aku tak usik .
haihh , so cepat kan la masa sebab aku teringin na rasa environment kolej :)
aku tak sabar nak bukak buku dan belajar akaun (walaupun aku tak berapa minat akaun) :P
hihihihi , auwww excited gila babeng ! sumpah ! hahahaha :D
Thursday, June 2, 2011
LOVE.
all I wanna post is writing. So if you get bored reading you can go now.
as the title said this entry is going to be about LOVE.
but not the lovey dovey shit. I am going to expose the truth about LOVE.
well, firstly love is a good feeling I must admit. I was once in love :)
but exactly why I don't fall in love anymore is that I can't stand :
1. THE BREAKUP
At first when you fall in love everything is beautiful. You start to see flowers everywhere. And birds are chipping happily as happy as your heart. you and your partner* (I use partner because it would be sexist if I use the gender) are the happiest couple n the world. You text your partner everyday every night. You call your partner just to say "I LOVE YOU". You and your partner share everything about each other. No secrets. Your partner gives you presents. You tend to sneak out at night just to see your partner. But a small misunderstanding lead to a big fight. And usually after a big fight, both side won't give their ego up. So one of you decide to breakup. OH YES breakup. That word seem simple and nothing would go wrong. But that breakup would actually lead to suicide. What the mouth would say is not exactly what the heart would do. When people breakup, they tend to get very very VERY angry. Angry with the EX partner and angry with their self. So, you start to open up with your friends and family about you EX. No secrets ? OH YEAH ! All your secrets will be shared upon your EX's friends and family. It would be shameful that other people know how you are actually. And when you breakup, all the presents your EX gave you are nothing but bitter memories. You want to give it back but your EX couldn't bare to even look at those shits cause it'll haunt your EX. But if you don't give it all back your EX definitely will bob up and down about giving you all those presents.
2. THE TEARS
Ah yes. Tears. Don't get me started on the tears. I would be lying if I say people who just broke up wouldn't cry. During in a relationship I'd cry. After breakup I'd cry. What... Oh shit I made this about me. Okay I admit this entry is actually about ME. SO WHAT ? It's my blog. So yeah. What he didn't know was I cried every time he say things that hurt my feelings. I cried but I act cool. I didn't want to burden him with my fucking tears. Why should I let him know I'm upset. I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself. Well, maybe that's why he said "baik takpayah ada couple". I don't blame him. But I would be lying if I said I didn't cried after hearing that. I would be lying if I said I didn't cry every single night thinking about this. What he doesn't know is how much it hurts for me to cry. My great aunt said it's not good to cry. It made her blind :( Well yeah, I bet you didn't know that right? This is exactly why I avoid being in love.
3. THE EX
I just don't understand. He and I broke up and he moved on. But why won't he let me move on? I want to move on too but he kept being in my way. Every time I start mingling with another guy he messes with that dude. He just can't stand seeing me with another dude. He has a new girlfriend but he acts as if I'm his girlfriend. I can't stand this. He keeps on saying to everyone he still loves me but yet he has a girlfriend. I feel bad for that motha fucka that he tells everyone it's his girlfriend but he's crazy for his ex. Yes I admit I love my ex dearly as much as he loved me. I care for him but what is his statement? He's in a relationship with someone else but still won't give me up. Confusing.
The thing is to me : BEING IN A COUPLE is just a label. You are in a relationship when you and your partner are deeply in love with one another. You don't have to tell the world you are a couple to be in a relationship. What's more important? Your lover knows you love him or wanting the world to know you guys are a couple? Why let the world judge when your heart could be :) Lastly, I would not say who I am pointing out this entry to. Like I said, why let the world judge when MY HEART knows who this is for. All I hope is that he has that instinct that this is all for you baby. How I wish I loved you as much as you do. You are my forever and always. And I do hope that in 8 years time when we're both still single, we'd get married okay baby. I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS :)
as the title said this entry is going to be about LOVE.
but not the lovey dovey shit. I am going to expose the truth about LOVE.
well, firstly love is a good feeling I must admit. I was once in love :)
but exactly why I don't fall in love anymore is that I can't stand :
1. THE BREAKUP
At first when you fall in love everything is beautiful. You start to see flowers everywhere. And birds are chipping happily as happy as your heart. you and your partner* (I use partner because it would be sexist if I use the gender) are the happiest couple n the world. You text your partner everyday every night. You call your partner just to say "I LOVE YOU". You and your partner share everything about each other. No secrets. Your partner gives you presents. You tend to sneak out at night just to see your partner. But a small misunderstanding lead to a big fight. And usually after a big fight, both side won't give their ego up. So one of you decide to breakup. OH YES breakup. That word seem simple and nothing would go wrong. But that breakup would actually lead to suicide. What the mouth would say is not exactly what the heart would do. When people breakup, they tend to get very very VERY angry. Angry with the EX partner and angry with their self. So, you start to open up with your friends and family about you EX. No secrets ? OH YEAH ! All your secrets will be shared upon your EX's friends and family. It would be shameful that other people know how you are actually. And when you breakup, all the presents your EX gave you are nothing but bitter memories. You want to give it back but your EX couldn't bare to even look at those shits cause it'll haunt your EX. But if you don't give it all back your EX definitely will bob up and down about giving you all those presents.
2. THE TEARS
Ah yes. Tears. Don't get me started on the tears. I would be lying if I say people who just broke up wouldn't cry. During in a relationship I'd cry. After breakup I'd cry. What... Oh shit I made this about me. Okay I admit this entry is actually about ME. SO WHAT ? It's my blog. So yeah. What he didn't know was I cried every time he say things that hurt my feelings. I cried but I act cool. I didn't want to burden him with my fucking tears. Why should I let him know I'm upset. I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself. Well, maybe that's why he said "baik takpayah ada couple". I don't blame him. But I would be lying if I said I didn't cried after hearing that. I would be lying if I said I didn't cry every single night thinking about this. What he doesn't know is how much it hurts for me to cry. My great aunt said it's not good to cry. It made her blind :( Well yeah, I bet you didn't know that right? This is exactly why I avoid being in love.
3. THE EX
I just don't understand. He and I broke up and he moved on. But why won't he let me move on? I want to move on too but he kept being in my way. Every time I start mingling with another guy he messes with that dude. He just can't stand seeing me with another dude. He has a new girlfriend but he acts as if I'm his girlfriend. I can't stand this. He keeps on saying to everyone he still loves me but yet he has a girlfriend. I feel bad for that motha fucka that he tells everyone it's his girlfriend but he's crazy for his ex. Yes I admit I love my ex dearly as much as he loved me. I care for him but what is his statement? He's in a relationship with someone else but still won't give me up. Confusing.
The thing is to me : BEING IN A COUPLE is just a label. You are in a relationship when you and your partner are deeply in love with one another. You don't have to tell the world you are a couple to be in a relationship. What's more important? Your lover knows you love him or wanting the world to know you guys are a couple? Why let the world judge when your heart could be :) Lastly, I would not say who I am pointing out this entry to. Like I said, why let the world judge when MY HEART knows who this is for. All I hope is that he has that instinct that this is all for you baby. How I wish I loved you as much as you do. You are my forever and always. And I do hope that in 8 years time when we're both still single, we'd get married okay baby. I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS :)
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