My kind of sweets

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Esok last day puasa. Wuuuuuu. Even though esok last day, aku dah raya dulu. Hahaha. Boleh boleh pulak semalam lepas sahur, aku nak sambung tidur aku pergi toilet dulu sbb aku nak peepee, tengok tengok aku period. And I was like "Dayyyyuuumm". Baru ingat nak puasa kat kampung. Takpe lah. Nak buat macam mana kan. Hmm, esok tengah hari baru balik kampung. Rindu gila kat sedara mara semua. Tapi lagi rindu kat duit duit yang bakal dikutip pagi raya. HAHAHAHAHA >:D *gelak besar*

Marriage... Any opinions?

This is the one place I can express my inner thoughts. I post in English not to impress but to let everyone understand my problems. I wish you readers out there are willing to give me your opinion sometimes. I have a problem relating to boys. Whenever I start to feel, they always leave me. I don't believe in fate or love at first sight. I no longer believe in guys but I am not becoming a lesbian. My mother always say I must find someone that I can marry, but I don't think I want to get married. So what's your opinion? Should I find someone? Or someone to get married to? Or just stay just the way I am now? I'm 20 this year by the way.

Guitar

So I'm trying to learn how to play the guitar. Wish me luck :D

Randomly speaking.

Okay so now I guess what he really wants from me. I realize now I was just a toy. But no big deal. Hehe, I can laugh it off. I'm now over it. I am now a new person. I met this cool guy. He's changing me into something I've always wanted to be. I am really grateful :) Thank you for showing up in my life.

Before its too late.

See, I have something to say. You should know I'm not a patient girl. I gave you time, use it wisely. Don't make me wait for so long. I'm not gonna wait for you. I have heard so many stories about you. You are just like Justin Bieber. Stories about you came across my ears and the stories weren't exactly good stories. I have heard so many bad things about you. You have so many people who despise you. But, I ignored all those bad things I heard about you. Because I thought, well, I like you. You were nice to me. So I didn't even bother about the bad things I heard about you. You have your haters. You have your die hard fans. Despite all those bad things I heard, I still like you. But, it looks like you don't feel the same way about me. Remember, I am impatient. Don't make me wait long. Seems like you left the person who care about you for the person who left you for no damn reason. You told me what she was like. I wonder why you still go for her. I know I'm not beautiful, I know I'm not rich, I know I can't promise you a bright future. Maybe she's prettier than I am. Maybe she's richer than I am. Maybe she's your ideal woman. Maybe :)

Just remember this : Find me before its too late.

Interactive novel

It all started on a breezy morning. It was silent. Cause I thought it was morning but when I looked at the clock it's already mid day. I did not realize I was asleep for 14 hours. I got up off my bed (but it took me about half an hour to do so, cause I was getting comfortable with the bed) and I undressed myself and went to take the shower. I went to the toilet only to find I was alone. It wasn't that weird cause it's already mid day. Then I brush my teeth, wash my face and took a long shower. It felt great. After my shower, I got back to my room and no one was there. I wondered when my roomates are coming back. My room was only suppose to be two people only but I have two roommates so that makes three people including me. So, I stashed my closet and picked out a t-shirt and a shorts cause I wasn't really going anywhere. Then I opened my laptop to watch a movie.
As the day turns dark, I watched from one movie to another. Then I cooked some hotdogs and nuggets in the rice cooker while watching another movie. I still wonder why my roommates haven't came back from their expedition.

Suddenly, there was a knock on my door. And I answered with "Come in. It's not locked." but there was no answer. So I continued watching the movie. Then there was another knock. And my answer was same "Come in. It's not locked." Still no answer. So I ignored it once more. Then come again a third knock then I got pissed and I got up to open the door. But only to find no one was there but only a soon to be mother cat. It was brushing up itself against my legs so I thought, "I should bring her in" or  "I should leave it outside"

I should leave it outside

A sudden chill came upon me so I decided to leave her outside cause my mother told me that when a mother cat is upon your door do not let it come in. Just across the hallway of my room, there is a doorway to a short cut straight to go otside. But before getting outside, there is a path which there is no light and surrounded by trees. Almost like a forrest. The path is only suitable to use during the day because there is no street light or any sort of light cause the trees have blocked above the head.

But when I wanted to close the door, the cat ran into my room and started to run in circles on my bed and started growling at the window. I started to feel chills down my spine then there was a strong wind blowing into my room as if there was an unpleasent presence in my room. Then I felt a sudden chill down my spine when suddenly there was a strange blinking light outside and the strong wind keep blowing and it's getting stronger. The cat continued growling. I started to "check out the strange blinking light" "ran for the hallway to the path outside"

I should bring her in

I took her inside and I looked both sideways no one was there. Then I closed the door. At first the cat was calm so I continued watching the movie while it slept on my lap. A few minutes later the cat suddenly shivers and got off my lap and started walking in circles on my bed. I didn't even bother about it cause I thought she was going to continue her sleep there. But then suddenly the cat started to growl at the window. I didn't hear her at first cause I was wearing my earphone to watch the movie. The cat got my attention when all of a sudden, my mirror which was hanging on my locker fell and scattered all over the floor. But the cat continued growling. Then I decided to "check what's outside the window" or "clean up the scattered glass on the floor"

Cleaned up the scattered glass

I was startled by the sound of the mirror which fell on the floor so I got up and cleaned it before anyone could get hurt.d a broom but I saw some strange shadows across the hall. I hid behind a wall and tried to eavesdrop to what the strange shadows were talking about. But I did not understand a word they said cause it didn't sound like any language I have heard in my entire life. It was some sort of noice but sounded like communication. So I thought it must have been some strange language. I decided to peeped at what those creatures look like. It wasn't human, I can say.  It was not human nor aliens. Cause I assume all aliens look like either aliens, predators or ET. It was some sort of an animal, but walking with two feet, hands like humans but thier faces are unexplainable. They have a flat surface as their heads, ears like an elf and their skin are pale. Eyes bright like the moon and their noses were almost a dot and their teeth was seemingly razor sharp. They were wearing almost like a unitard or a suit while each one of them is holding a spear like stick. The spear like stick was glowing. Blue in colour to be precise.

When suddenly, one of them turned over and saw me peeping and it called all it's friends and started to chase me. So I ran and ran and ran until I came over a path. The path was dark. The path was my usual route but only during the day. Since there was no light on sight cause the path is covered with trees. Almost like a forest. I ran across the path and I turned "left" "right"

Check out what's outside the window

The cat continued to growled at the window so I took it in my hands and I calmed it down as I checked what was she growling at. As I grew closer to the window, the cat's growl grew louder. When I got to the window, the cat jumped off my hands and ran out. I didn't even cared cause I was too focused on what's outside the window. What caught the cat's attention so much? So I looked outside, there was a shadow but no one was there. Then I started to hear voices but still nothing was there. Then, the shadow started to form a human like shape. The conversation started to grew louder but I did not understand what they were talking about. It was some sort of a different language or if not, it was just notice. Then I heard another few voices coming from a distance. Those things keep talking but I do not understood. Then one of those creatures which came from the distance grew closer and I caught a clear view. It was not human nor aliens. Cause I assume all aliens look like either aliens, predators or ET. It was some sort of an animal, but walking with two feet, hands like humans but their faces are explainable  They have a flat surface as their heads, ears like an elf and their skin are pale. Eyes bright like the moon and their noses were almost a dot and their teeth was seemingly razor sharp. They were wearing almost like a unitard or a suit while each one of them is holding a spear like stick. The spear like stick was glowing. Blue in color to be precise.

I was shocked cause I have never seen such creature in my entire life. I covered my mouth in sign of shocked and I took a deep breath and slowly backing myself from the window. As I back myself from the window I stumbled upon the broken mirror on the floor. I did not remember to clean it up cause I was so caught up on what was outside the window. I screamed out off pain and I heard those things outside were mummbling and started to run as if they wanted to catch me, so I ran for my life outside bare feet because I was too afraid to think. I ran across the hallway to a small exit which led me to a path. The path was dark. The path was my usual route but only during the day. Since there was no light on sight cause the path is covered with trees. Almost like a forest. I ran across the path and I turned "left" "right"

Check out the strange blinking light

I was mesmerized by the blinking light outside. It was as if it's luring me closer and closer. At first I did not realize but then I snapped out and found myself looking outside. I saw something. It was not human nor aliens. Cause I assume all aliens look like either aliens, predators or ET. It was some sort of an animal, but walking with two feet, hands like humans but thier faces are unexplainable. They have a flat surface as their heads, ears like an elf and their skin are pale. Eyes bright like the moon and their noses were almost a dot and their teeth was seemingly razor sharp. They were wearing almost like a unitard or a suit while each one of them is holding a spear like stick. The spear like stick was glowing. Blue in colour to be precise.

I was shocked cause I have never seen such creature in my entire life. I covered my mouth in sign of shocked and I took a deep breath and slowly backing myself from the window. As I back myself from the window I stumbled upon the broken mirror on the floor. I did not remember to clean it up cause I was so caught up on what was outside the window. I screamed out off pain and I heard those things outside were mummbling and started to run as if they wanted to catch me, so I ran for my life outside barefeet because I was too afraid to think. I ran across the hallway to a small exit which led me to a path. The path was dark. The path was my usual route but only during the day. Since there was no light on sight cause the path is covered with trees. Almost like a forest. I ran across the path and I turned "left" "right"

Ran to the hallway to the path outside

At that moment I didn't even think about anything. I couldn't care less about the stuffs in my room. I just turned away and I ran. I ran as hard as I can and I went in the path outside. I was so afraid I couldn't think straight. I ran so hard I did not see where I was going. My usual route has disspointed me because at that time I was too damn scared of what might happen. I stopped at one point where I was to chose between two paces. I fell straight to the muddy path and I cooled myself down. I did not realize that my feet were bleeding due to the broken mirror in my room. I was so afraid that I did not realize I have ran almost 10 miles ahead. At that moment I began to cool down and I think. I emptied my mind and I think. This is a very dangerous choice. It took me 10 minutes to choose then I got up and I went "left" "right"

Right

The moment I saw the right path I thought to myself "it looks as if no one has ever used this path before." It made me think that those things might not know that I went in here cause it seemed like no one has ever walked in. Not even me. So I raced myself in but trying not to made it seemed like someone just walked in. I was pretty careful with my steps. The path was quite dark but it was getting brighter and brighter. I ran through the path and I stumbled upon one of those creatures back at my room. One of them saw me and caught me before I could ran away. I was there standing and I saw it. A ginormous shiny thingy floating above. Before I could say anything, the creature holding me hit me in the head and I spaced out. "What happens next?"

Left

The path on the right looked like as if it's been decades since anyone went through so I took a left turn. I walked the whole way. I looked both sideways while walking. I was trying to find a light or at least something. But I prayed that nothing bad would happen to me. I wasn't able to see anything. The further I walked, the darker it gets. Up to the point where it was so dark, I barely see my own hands. I tried to reach for something to hold on to but I was afraid I'd got lost. So I got down on my knees and I started crawling through the dark path. "AUUUUUWWWW" the sound of a howling dog. My guess it's a dog. Or I wish it was a dog. At least dogs don't eat humans like wolves or foxes. "HHHHOOOOOTTTT HHHOOOOTTT" the sound an owl. I swear I could only hear them but I can't see a thing. I continued crawling then I hit something in front of me. I got up and started scanning what it was. It was a tree like shaped but I can't be precise cause I can't really see it. Then I saw a light up front. I screamed for help but the light stayed there. I ran towards the light only to find, it was the creatures from back there. I switched my leg and ran the other way but the creatures saw me and two or three of them started chasing me. I couldn't think straight. I just ran and ran and ran and ran. I ran back into the path but luck was not on my side. I was caught in a trap set by them. My feet were tied by a rope and they hit me on the head so hard I blacked out. "what happens next?"

What happens next?

A sudden thud woke me. I saw a flash of light. I couldn't see clearly cause the ligh was too bright. I realized I could not move at that time. I was tied on a table. My hands were cuffed to the side of the table. I saw a bunch of wierd looking apparatus on a smaller table beside me. Then I realized I was an experiment. I struggled to get off the table but I was glued shut to the table. One of those things gave me some sort of liquid to drink. I closed my mouth cause I was afraid that it might be poison but it managed to make me drink it. After drinking it, I became a little nauseated and I blacked out again.

Then when I woke up, I wasn't tied anymore. I was sitting at a corner alone. I was shivering and I heard people talking. But when I turned around, it was those creatures. They were talking. I understood them. I was surprised. How did I understand them? Maybe it was the drink that they gave me.

I lived with them for months as a slave. My room was just a tin room, with the floor as my bed and a bowl as my toilet. They treat me like an animal. I was forced to do heavy work. And their only pay was food. But they gave me so little food that at most days I felt like starving to death. Then one day, while I was doing the things they asked me to do, I fell to the floor unconscious. Little did they know, I was faking it. One of them carried me to my room and when we almost reach to my room, I bite it's neck and I managed to slip off from it. I ran trying to find a way out and I heard "catch her!" behind me. I ran and ran as fast as I could. I hid behind a weird looking thing. It was round and long. The height was from the floor to the roof. I did not know what else to do. The weird looking thing has some sort of fluid inside it. I knocked at it three times and there was a response.

Busy Busy Busy

I realize now it has been a year since I updated my blog. Well, I've been very busy lately. With assignments and final projects and shits. And all the events and partying till dawn. I don't have time to update my blog. LOL. Well, I just wanna tell a story of this guy I met. His name is L :)

It has been 9 months since I've been single. So I thought to myself, I could do longer. I am a very proud woman. I don't like people easily. But then L comes into my life. He's very charming. He's sweet and nice. We went out a couple of times. Just friends, no feelings whatsoever. He introduce me to his friends and I introduced him to mine. The first time I met him I was at a bar. His friend S asked me to go talk to him. But at that time I didn't even know him so I said no. Then he came to me and said "Hi." and I said "Hi" back. He asked me for my name and I said "Fify". Then he told me he followed me on twitter. I was so shocked, I asked what his name was on twitter. Then he said ******. Then I was like "Oh so that is you?" and he said "yes." So I said "You already know my name, what's the point of asking again?" He just chuckled. Then after the bar closed, me and my friends went to a coffee shop for some breakfast. He and his friend followed us. I sat at the end of the table and he sat at the other end. At that time, I paid no attention to him. Then when we wanted to go back already he came to me and asked for my number. So I just laughed. He put on a serious face and I'm like "Oh okay" then he put out his phone, I gave him my number and we went home. A few days later, he texted me.